Sup? Just ate A bit tired Work to do But it’s quiet As always Feeling feelings Needing company and intimacy Dreaming dreams I’m a wreck Not a wreck Just emotional I’m crying now And I don’t even know why Sounds like a poem Good point Maybe it is Just emotional Just emotional … Continue reading Dialogue
Category: mixed-up
Impossible Love
UB40 - Impossible Love snm.
Adult
I am supposed to be an adult. To act like one. But I have never learned to be one. I was never allowed. There was always someone telling me what to do, how to do it, and, most of all, why to do it. My choices, most of them, were/ are not mine. Or, if … Continue reading Adult
New Year resolutions and Last Year sum up
Photo from here. I see a lot of resolutions on the FB walls and accounts for this past year, and in my mind is only one thing: I've made time slow down a bit with our meals out, your b-day (also the "no reason for") gifts and the theater plays we went to. It's what … Continue reading New Year resolutions and Last Year sum up
Us
Something like that. Mahmut Orhan - Schhh feat. Irina Rimes snm.
My mind
My mind is such a mess. I know I can appear organized, but guess what: it doesn't apply to the brain! I love you so much, it hurts. I know you love her and you got so much closer to me now that you do. Yet, how can I stop loving you? Jealous Friend, Alex … Continue reading My mind
On deceiving
My dear, you deceived me. You let me think you were someone else and then you so suddenly changed your way. You wanted or wished to be different from what you were before I met you and let me see a person I thought I liked. The issue is that I not only liked you, … Continue reading On deceiving
Annoying
It should be forbidden to use the Messenger sound or any similar sounds in any music or other type of media. It is frustrating and annoys the hell out of me that it is not you saying "Hey". PS. Some nice piece of music that made me think of you. 🙂 snm.
Don’t let me down
Don't let me down Will you forgive me for telling you this? When the Messenger sends in its so well-known notification sound I wish it would be a message from you. And, when it's not, I feel disappointed. Like 2 minutes ago, when someone else wrote me instead of you. snm.
Exhilarating
Being welcomed by you, opened arms waiting for me to get there. Warm hug and then, walking me back towards the kitchen. The lovely feeling of being accepted back in your embrace. This took only seconds, but I can feel it even now, three days apart. For me, this hug was one of the most … Continue reading Exhilarating